HELLO CHEENA MEL :D

HELLO PEOPLE!
i really hope mel sees this in china :D
and i dont know why she asks me to blog for her when she can go to my blog IF she finds an internet cafe in china, and find out what's been going on in s'pore :D
hahaha.

OKAY.
training yesterday was shitty.
AND OMG I NEED TO TELL YOU SOMETHING.
hahaha.
and i shant post some stuff here if not you'll kill me.
so im going to msg you now :D
hmm for trainingggg,
we just swam for like 30minutes and did nothing :/
we say he's pervertic :D
he talked for more than an hour and most of the time he cant hear what we're saying.

anyways!
mel you suck you know!
you posted that leaving on a jet plane thing THRICE?
and you asked me to post it one more time for you?
hahaha.

okay i'll blog some other time.

<3

I'M LEAVING ON A JETPLANE

okay this's probably gonna be my last post or my second last if i can be bothered to wake up early tomorrow morning. china people! i'm excited and nervous (: haha oh well anyhow i was talking to joy some time ago about china and...

HAHAHA. she has a point (:

anyhow since i won't see sera for another year or more we got her a cake! haha a plain one and then destroyed it with pink designer icing! i didn't get there early so we sat outside for around half an hour doing it and trying to avoid jiaolian catching us and i think everyone who saw us thought we were crazy or something haha. OR that we were planning to give uncle siong a pink cake since it was his birthday. HAHA.

nice cake huh? (:


celeste's sticky fingers and their damage


screwed up side /:


we destroyed the box too /:


the crazy cake decorators&sera


this is a really bad picture. end of story.


and then after training everyone just went crazy hugging everyone else, aunty esther hugging aunty lena etc cos she'll be in china with us for a month plus haha. i JUST finished packing, not too bad considering i only started today and i still can't find my shirt ): I HATE PACKING, it's so annoying and frustrating, i had to take everything out of one suitcase and put it into another cos it wouldn't fit. haha and today's piano exam was just kinda screwed up cos i forgot some definitions and my intervals didn't really add up /:

CHIA LOOK HERE!
i changed my password for you to blog already, you know what it is (: and you can tell me bout all the horror during all the training sessions i'm gonna miss! (:

JANOOI!
i know you probably won't see this; but good luck for your o'levels! loves! <3

oh and i don't know why but my tagboard is at the bottom. though i can't see it that way but maybe the template got screwed up cos i'm using a mac so um...scroll all the way to the bottom please? haha. me and keziah are gonna beg them to take us to an internet cafe so we can use the com (: or hope that there's one in the school! haha. and we're expected to sit in on lessons /: oh and se, i'm sorry i can't make the party ): but have fun anyway! going to rachel's house soon (stupid chelsea bailed on me), and i need to finish packing!

okay friends don't forget to message me! :D

HOW ABOUT LOVE?

MY FEET HURT ):

just got home from ms heng's farewell thing and it was sososo sad; i think just about everyone on stage nearly started crying when we sang the last note of my principal. and we managed to make ms heng laugh AND cry, which was kinda what we were aiming for, so that was good, in a twisted sorta way (:

LAST DAY OF SCHOOL! and i was in class for like a total of an hour /: haha. oh well. i think everything went pretty well, water is wide was kinda bad and seasons of love was okay. i feel pretty, three little maids and you belong to me were fairly good, MY PRINCIPAL WAS AMAZING :D

hahaha okay last training session before china today and the last time i'll see sera! ): for a longlong time anyway. i'm gonna miss her alot; gossiping and stuff. GOING TO STUDY FOR THEORY NOW! :D

five hundred twenty five thousand six hundred minutes
how do you measure a year in the life?

how about love?

ALL AROUND US

THERE'S A THUNDERSTORM AND I JUST NEED IT TO KEEP UP TIL 8.30 TONIGHT :D

woke up at dunno what time for choir and i found out i can't perform at ms heng's farewell dinner ): cos i won't be here for the whole of november when they'll be having rehersals. shitttttttt ): oh well i'll go with mommy or rachel or SOMEONE and i'll just watch. that'll be kinda nice i suppose, just to see what we look like from the audience's view (: and thennn i had a long talk with mrs wang about next year and how i'll have to check my commitments cos next year i'll have three ccas plus lots of training PLUS syf. so i dunno, if synchro really starts working out for me (OH HELL I CAN'T BELIEVE I'M SAYING THIS) i might quit the choir in sec four or sec three. AHHHHH.

card selling yesterday went alright i guess, but i still don't like those primary school kids. getting more and more stuck up /:< but we managed to make around 170 plus? so it's not too bad (: training after that, we escaped from the pool for around fifteen minutes cos of the thunder but that's it /: haha michelle's such a retard:

melissa: is the last chongqi straight or bent?
michelle: straight
really? i thought it was bent.
oh yeah. bent.
so it's bent knee chongqi?
no wait, straight!
oh, okay
[a minute later]
oh, but straight with a bent knee lah.

/:

RETARD. hahaha. omg leaving for china in like three days and i still haven't packed /:

3.40 pm

RACHEL'S HOUSE TODAY! :D

making cards was fun and boring HAHAHA. went to rachel's house straight after training with her, and i bashed up the knuckles of my left hand on the wall in the pool ): doing the stupid turn. pfffft. and now i have fabric paint on my shirt ): BOOOOOO. and vonvon dropped sequins down my shirt! haha cos i was sitting on her and she was opening a pack of sequins and dunno how many fell out and into my shirt /: HAHA. anyhow i only made like six cards. pathetic lah haha, considering i was there for nearly seven hours. but i suppose considering the hours we spent fooling around (searching, AHEM), eating etc. but oh well caught a ride back with yvonne to school and i took a bus home :D haha. okay it's 7.04 pm and i'm tired.

BYE SEXYS! <3

FIRST PLACEEEE :D

I HAVE LOTSA STUFF TO SAY BOUT TODAY :D

okayokay today was hell lotta fun :D um except for talentime which was fun besides the singing bit. which i totally screwed up cos i didn't wanna sing too near the mike cos it would BLAST. and thus the end product was super soft /: BUT HELL WE WON FIRST PLACE BABYYYYYY! :D

after that back to class and we played all the songs on the cd and tried doing the hips don't lie one to all of them :D HAHA. it looked quite cool okay!

OHOHOH HOW COULD I FORGET JULETTE CAME BACK! hahaha i saw her and it didn't really register until i was like SHE'S SUPPOSED TO BE IN HONGKYTOWN! haha. and i screamed (:

hurhur after that did some incredibly retarded things in class, truth or dare, truth or truth, truth or truth fused with murderer and somemore retarded games plus a really lame catwalk thing HAHAHA.

choir after that and we were dismissed EARLY :D and my skirt looks weird pfft i shall get one from rach tomorrow :D

OKAY THE EXCITEMENT STARTS NOW :D
haha i came home and my sister's annoying friend was here and they rudely BARGED into the room where my brother was playing computer and her friend took one look at the screen and said WHAT THE FUCK IS THAT?

OMGGGGGGGG.

okay if my sister and her friend were my age, it wouldn't be too shocking or anything, but they're SIX.

SIX!!!

HELLOOOOOO WHAT ARE THEY TEACHING KIDS THESE DAYS?! I DIDN'T EVEN KNOW THAT WORD WHEN I WAS HER AGE!

and after that, my brother was like "what's your problem?!" and SHE goes...GO SUCK YOUR BALLS LAH!

SHITZZZZXXXXXZZZ.

and my sister imitated her /: OHHHHH GOODNESS. right, my brother just told my mom and she said that this girl was smart to reply the way she did when he asked her what her problem was. GREAT. i like screamed ARE YOU CRAZY THAT'S NOT SMART! haha. oh and this girl left the room then came back saying suckyourballssuckyourballssuckyourballs /: oh goodness and my mom had no reaction besides "oh that's TERRIBLE" when my brother told her /: haha.

KIDS THESE DAYS /:

okay going for training then making stuff at rach's house tomorrow! :D

ALL OVER AGAIN

my left bicep is puffy and hurting like mad from the flu jab ):

i'm scared it might get infected or SOMETHING cos when i press where it was injected there's like an air bubble or something moving underneath my skin /: AND mommy's never injected into anywhere other than the mouth before so i'm like the guinea pig and she left the needle in for so damn long and she took so long to push the plunger ): BOOOO. and the flu jab was from the previous china trip, when i didn't wanna take it cos i was scared i'd have a reaction to the vaccine and i wouldn't be able to compete /: HAHA. oh well this one might not even work since it's some northern hemisphere/southern hemisphere dunno what haha i don't get it.

i'm gonna start packing tonight! :D

DEEPAVALI :D

RANITA'S HOUSE TODAYYYY! :D

woah that was fun hahaha. and i got there and back on my own! ah well there with cheryl (where i was searching for her on the WRONG platform) and back on my own! :D i changed trains on my own anyway and that's what counts :D but since it was at city hall it's pretty easy; i'd get lost at doby ghaut haha. anyhooooo ranita's house is super nice and i like the lights and her bedroom :D pictures!

she insisted.





















ranita's house is a frickin jewellery shop!





















so many bangles! i like :D










































manymany more things, trust me.

steph leong and xinyuan's five for a dollar plastic fruits (:





















xinyuan so beeeeeembo!





















steph spends an abnormal amount of time looking at her reflection in the mirror.





















ME&NADIA! <3






















haha i went to the costume shop before that! haven't been there in 34254 years! haha i mean no reason to since i don't dance anymore but i went to get a leotard for china. haha. and thennnn laukohs' house cos i won't see them for another month and a half ):

CHINA IN A WEEK! :D

PLANS :D

just got back from synchro (:

i was there for like nearly four and a half hours! hahaha. two and a half of that was training, one was the meeting and one was planning for china. there's like a million things going on next year and they're all so exciting but i don't think i'll be good enough to take part but hey, after china, who knows?

speaking of which, CHINA! makes me shiver with excitemeng (: I KNOW KEZIAH'S HYPED TOO! i'll only get like two weeks with her and min though ): and three with celeste. i'm like going for the shortest period of time lah. hahaha and celeste has made me become annoying! example:

melissa: min do you want me to write the cca?
min: (no reply)
melissa: minminminmin ccaccacca noccanoccanocca minminminmin replymemin! minminccaccaccanoccanocca

HAHAHA. i'm gonna go crazy in china. okay the retarded pics and things are up.


HAHAHA. guess who the fakos are (:


crime scene.


very messy murder /:


AHA! evidence :D


trying to get away huh?


the deceased.
aiyoh dead also you all smile like that huh?!

-end of story-

haha lame.


little fako prefects. haha sam can pass, and my belt looks really high in that pic /:

okay that's the end til i get lingli to do stuff (: OH! i must tell the esther story now. haha. she put a bottle of whiteboard marker ink on a table thing, forgetting that SHAMEERA and NAZIRAH broke it by sitting on it, and then pulled out the chair supporting it and ink flew EVERYWHERE. haha like within at least a two metre radius. haha. oh and esther was scrubbing the floor when MRS KEE suddenly appeared so she just hid HAHAHA.

okay talking to jiaolian and aunty esther came up with someone who could lend me stuff! haha since i'm like the only non-national team member going /: haha then jiaolian started talking to min bout centralized training tomorrow and min gave her an excuse and aunty esther whacked celeste on the back and said REALLY loud "OKAY JIAOLIAN WO MEN ZOU LE BYEBYE!" haha and we allllll ran away leaving min and aunty khoon mei to talk to her (:

OKAY I'M GOING TO SORT OUT MY STUFF (:

TELL IT TO ME STRAIGHT

TALENTIME'S COMING ALONG NOT TOO BAD (:

though we spent so much time on the dancing/singing part that we totally forgot bout the itsybitsyspider part and we're kinda screwed up. pfft. nevermind it should be easy. shameera didn't turn up today thought, which was one of the best days possible /: omg if she doesn't come on monday i'm gonna kill her cos MELISSA CAN'T RAP. and i found out how to sing louder haha lame but yeah.

maths trail thingy was lame and stupid and it's not like we learned anything but all we did was gossip (: HAHA. AND MRS FIELD'S TRIPLE FUDGE BROWNIES ARE THE LOVE<333333333 hahaha. CHIA! we need to go treat ourselves reallyreally soon! haha. plus rachel! <3

okay end of exciting stuff for today but yueru has to send me all those retarded pics we took in class the past week especially ESTEE'S ACCIDENT :D hahaha se's private joke but all will be revealed once i get those pictures. hahaha i've actually just realised it's indirectly shameera and nazi's fault! haha no offence (: OKAY YUERU SEND ME THE PICS! :D

TWOOOOO HUNDRED :D

200TH POST :D

okayokay i'd like to clarify that our talentime item is SO HOT :D

haha basically the whole day was spent planning it today and even though it's pretty repetitive, it's GOOD :D we didn't exactly stick to the genre but...it's not bad :D and this's possibly the best entire-class thing that we've ever done. haha yay. and we may not win but hell, we're having fun :D

lingli! i need the songgggg (:

okay eat then TRAINING /:

AND IT JUST KEEPS GOING...

SPENT THE ENTIRE DAY SLACKING :D

except for the odd moment when mrs kee came back in and ordered us back into class to listen to her say whatever (i swear, she only ever looks at me when i'm talking) but we managed to do quite a bit for talentime! (: it's looking quite cool but...straying from our topic hahaha. we were just kidding round with some of the moves and then we just randomly selected but still! hahaha. yep so just did that the ENTIRE DAY til ms pang came in and we were feeling too lazy to do anymore so we went in and watched pride&prejudice. not the keira knightley one, i think this one was probably better (: haha oh and prefects fell asleep in class, but i shan't post the pictures here (:


this is how we brainstorm (:

NO TRAINING TODAY but piaaaaaanooooooo ): I NEED TO GO MUG FOR THE DUMB EXAM ): how unfair is thatttttt, exams over and i still hafta go study this rubbish /: okay need to go complete the work!

ACCOMPLISHED (:

okay i went for training five times this week :D more than min! i feel accomplished :D

my muscles are aching from yesterday and i can't even tie my hair without it hurting ): argh. oh well i woke up at 6.55 this morning and went back to sleep and woke up again at 7.27 or something when my dad asked if i was going for synchro /: so i rushed there thinking that training started at 7.30 when it started at...7 /: OHHHH GOODNESS. so i got there at 7.40 and jiaolian asked me to do 500 warmup (that's what i heard anyway) but i was feeling lazy so i did 400 or something, i lost count , and then keziah told me after that that jiaolian said do 200 /: WTHHHH. and she didn't bother stopping me cos she thought i was trying to get out of the synchro stuff. BOOOOO. synchro stuff over laps any day.

ah well tuition was stupid and boring and pointless since exams are over anyway and my muscles hurt ):

AND I'M NOT GOING FOR TRAINING TOMORROW since the usual people aren't :D

KILL ME NOW PLEASE

AHHHHH I DIDN'T FAIL ANYTHING :D haha i passed chinese by ONE PERCENT :D and history was bad but ah well. urgh but ms tan kept comparing us to co? i mean we already know we're not as smart as them, no need to rub it in our faces /: and she made such a big deal about the difference in our average marks when it was only like one percent? urgh.

anyhow choir finished late and i left early to rush for synchro but no one was there yet ): hahaha but omg jiaolian was out to kill us today and my arms are dying now. i don't wanna go tomorrow but my parents want me to do it to catch up ): grrrrrr. maybe tomorrow and i'm done for the week? haha i feel lazy and i think we're leaving for china early to shop or something (: HAHA. ohmy keziah came before jiaolian showed up and we rushed out to see something after stretching quite abit and THEN jiaolian showed up when we were all outside /: haha bad timing. haha and me and keziah went on an ADVENTURE after synchro (: haha nah we just explored the complex haha.

grrrr okay i HAVE to go tomorrow ):

i don't mean to hurt

HIGHHH

TRAINING TODAY ROCKED :D

i feel so accomplished! hahaha i think we swam/did more than with sera but somehow it felt less tiring (: now, if china were like that...HAHAHA oh my mom talked to jiaolian&aunty khoonmei&aunty esther and it looks like everything's settled :D thank goodness for aunty esther haha. oh well keziah looks like we won't be alone after all (: HAHA.

haha met joy&celeste at the pool JUST before 5.30 cos my mom got back late and i told them i'd meet them at 5? HAHAHA so joy called and i found them sitting on the steps outside getting high on stuff


there you go, PROOF (:

and since jiaolian didn't really show up for awhile i joined them and we all got high on pixie sticks! HAHAHA and celeste brought along some funny cotton candy bubblegum thing! as in not cotton candy flavoured (well, it was) but COTTON CANDY THAT BECOMES GUM AFTER YOU CHEW IT. like HOW COOOOOOOL?! hahaha.

and i found the most horrific fat pink lizard in my toilet /: ew. HAHA.



oh well marks back today were alrighttt all as :D hahaha me and vanesse fell asleep while they were going through lit cos i mean aircon+squashy chairs=SLEEEEEEEEEEP :D hahaha okayyy i don't wanna train tomorrow and there's choirrrr

SORRY I'M NOT THE PERSON YOU THOUGHT I WAS

i don't think i can take this shit. i didn't blame you for anything, the only thing that upset me was that you chose to listen to someone you said you'd never trust again, and you just confronted me like that. and for goodness sakes, the person you listened to didn't even have half a clue about what was going on! but you know what, if you ever thought i'd do something like that to hurt someone, then you don't know me well enough.

you know what? i think if you trusted me like you said you did, you wouldn't even have needed to ask me for the truth. i tried apologising, for whatever i did wrong, whether it seemed like i was yelling at you or anything, but i can't take the way you just listened to her when she obviously didn't know a thing about what was going on. and that's exactly why i wasn't being patient.

and you. yeah whatever, i know she's your friend. hell she's supposed to be my friend too, but how'd i know now? you're saying i was hurting her feelings? you didn't even know what was going on damnit! and i didn't have any reason to be upset cos you just ASSUMED that there was nothing to get me upset. and how'd you know right, what seemed perfectly fine probably didn't seem that way to me, so i hope you're happy now. all of us just going at each other just like that, just cos of what you said. hope you have fun thinking about that.

you know what? i have no mood to post, no mood at all.
everything's just so screwed up, it's wonderful, really it is.

IT'S DONE

EXAMS ARE OFFICIALLY OVER :D

haha went out with chelsea today! watched john tucker (: haha okay so it was originally just supposed to be the both of us but siran showed up and then nicola&co came along haha. cine was like OVERFLOWING with sc people, like half the cinema audience was sec ones (: haha ohhh and steph broke a school rule! ;) haha nahhh. hmm after that we all kinda split up and me, chels, siran&vera went to heeren then wisma. haha oh well at least siran was there to keep me company while chels and amelia jabbered on. (seriously, you can't get a word in when those two are together) haha then chelsea had to accompany me home cos...i'd get lost otherwise hahaha alright piano now (:

NEW PHONE! :D

i'm bored and chelsea's nagging me so just to get her off my case...

Single, taken or crushing?
um. none? HAHA

Are you happy with your life now?
yep pretty much :D though there are a few things i can think of (cough), but so far, i think i've accomplished more than i hoped to this year (:

When you meet the right person, will you fall in love with him/her fast?
haha how would you know whether he's right or not? i don't think there's really a right person lah haha. you just generally have to settle for the closest (:

Have you ever had your heart broken?
haha i'm a happy person (: (okay that didn't really answer the question)

Do you believe that there are some circumstances where cheating love is acceptable?
er. i don't know? haha

Would you take someone back if he cheats on you?
depends i suppose

Have you talked about marriage with another before?
er. does my mom nagging me about that kinda thing count? (haha NO she isn't trying to get rid of me, something about the right guy...)

Do you want children?
haha i like babies, but i'm irresponsible. does that answer it? (:

Would you ever consider adoption?
dependsssss (:

If someone likes you right now, what do you think is the best approach she/he should undertake to confess her/his feelings to you?
haha. um. just tell me straight? okay not really the best approach lah but um it should be okay as long as i've spoken to the person before haha, not some kinda stalker.


Do you enjoy getting into relationships?
uh. how would i know?

What do you think?
Be honest. What is the furtherest thing you and your ex did?
what if...i don't have an ex? so this question's n/a! haha okayokay i can't answer this question at all


Do you believe in love at first sight?
er. it's possible but unlikely?

Are you romantic?
go ask my boyfriend la...oops i forgot...i don't have one(:
(haha i just used chelsea's answer cos it's funny)

Do you believe you can change someone?
haha yeah. that someone being cheryl tan perhaps? HAHA me and chelsea are miracle workers (:


If you could married somewhere, where would it be?
i don't know lah haha i have better things to think about


Do you give in easily when you're fighting?
haha depends on how unreasonable the person is

Do you have feelings for someone right now?
???


Have you ever wished to have someone but messed it up?
haha can we say that i'm a perfectionist and i don't mess things up cos i don't have things to mess up? HAHA

Have you ever broken a heart?
erm. i wouldn't really know? haha oh well if i did i'm sorry (:

If one day your best friend falls in love with the person you are deeply in love with, what will you do?
haha who's my best friend?

Are missing someone now?
can be anyone right? haha then yeah.

Now you have ask 5 of your friends to do this survey in their blogs
Write down their names in the list below
Tag them to let them know
jan;
chia;
pris sung;
xinyuan;
krit

HAHA RANDOM. anyhoooooo. MELISSA GOT A NEW PHONE! :D

BYEBYE OLD AND SCRATCHED PHONE! (:

hahaha guess which one's mine! :D
the rest of my family's boringgggg hahaha. and now my sister's asking when she can get a phone. she's only six hello? and they got my brother a new phone regardless of the fact that he lost his first one within the first month of getting it /: hmph. okay got more newspaper! :D haha and after don't know how much deliberation on my parents' part, i think i can go to china :D hurhur so excited!

babe you're all i'll ever need

HUNG

omggg my computer just hung on me. scary. and the restart button wouldn't work, so i switched it off by the main switch. hahaha not the smartest thing to do and not exactly what i like doing, since the last time i did that my computer went crazy and hid ALL of my files like music, documents, blahblahblah. i was like nearly in tears that time, i mean like two thousand over songs? omggg. not fun /: but my dad came home and found them all hidden in one file :D haha stupid computer.

urgh i feel a bit guilty for not going to training today. hahaha. oh well tomorrow then.

i'm feeling lazyyy and i think i've got too much free time. HAHAHA.


and those words you said

TRAINING TODAY WAS TORTURE.

i predict muscle aches tomorrow.
end of story.

OVERRRRRR :D

IT'S OVERRRRRRRR :D

WAHAHAHA I FEEL SO GUILT-FREE NOW :D

ohhh but i think i screwed up maths ): BUT IT'S OVER SO I CAN'T DO ANYTHING ABOUT IT :D now, i just want my new phone! I FEEL HIGH AND RANDOM TODAY :D hahaha and i can finally get back to training :D haha oh and speaking of that, sera messaged me yesterday to tell me i'd be training with the senior team. haha i think it's cos i'm OVERAGED /: haha. don't know bout emma though. ohmy and JOY! i think i might have to leave the get-fat club soon cos i'm gaining weight like crazy now /: i think it's cos i've just been sitting around doing next to nothing for the past two or three weeks. TWO KG IN LIKE THREE DAYS OKAY! omggg that's ALOT /: oh but i have a feeling after a week i'm gonna lose all that weight and more /: EITHER WAY I'M NOT SATISFIED. PFFFFFT. plus i'm inflexible now. veryveryvery. i stretch for five seconds on each leg everyday, with a loud cracking sound every time :D hahaha. JOY I HOPE YOU'RE GOING TODAY COS I NEED TO TELL&ASK YOU STUFF AND YOU'RE LIKE A GOLDMINE OF INFORMATION! HAHA. oh yeah and there's a training camp in china for the seniors so if joy goes i'll lose my goldmine for a MONTH! ): HAHAHA.

okayokay today was fun and highh! the whole chinese class just went crazy after the listening compre :D ohmygoodness and i can't remember what else happened, besides that toilet thing which i shan't mention in case someone decides to try and hunt us down /: haha. mmmph.

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and oh wow i just spent the last half hour shrieking at celeste on the phone cos she wants me to go to china with her /: LIKE STUCK IN CHINA FOR HALF OF MY HOLIDAYS TRAINING LIKE SIAO WITHOUT MY PHONE&INTERNET ACCESS AND DUNNO WHAT ): hahaha cos celeste is so far the only one who's going and she's trying to make me feel guilty by saying she'll be the only one crying in her room every night. on her own. SHE'S TRYING TO DISTROY MY CURRENTLY NON-EXISTENT SOCIAL LIFE ): but she claims that by going, my social life will improve drastically cos jiao lian will concentrate on me more after that and scream my name for every little thing and the people in kk will hear it /: so celeste says if she goes over and introduces herself to one of the patients he'll be like celeste? oh...that one! i heard your name during my operation! HAHAHA. and a woman giving birth will hear jiaolian screaming CELESTE! then be so inspired to push that she'll name her baby celeste /: (celeste: "you might even get a baby named after you!") HAHAHA. and apparently if i go to china jiaolian will scream my name louddd there too then my social life will be like, INTERNATIONAL /: haha. but it's kinda worth going, training with the jiangshu team. they're in the sports school which's SERIOUSLY a prison but it'd be so cool seeing them again :D and i mean they're all my age OR younger. and i saw the email which said the nanjing team and then celeste told me the jiangshu team trains in nanjing. or they're the same thing /: HAHAHAH. OMG SEE LAH CELESTE, MAKE ME CHANGE MY MIND ): do you KNOW how much time this's gonna take from my holidays?! go there as soon as hols start, come back in the middle, go to australia, come back, train like crazy and malaysian open and END OF HOLIDAYS ): seeeee. no time at all ): AND DID I MENTION NO INTERNET OR PHONE?!?! and if i do go, i'll miss rachel's bday thing which i reallyreally don't want to; i haven't seen her for so long! ohmygoodness. haha this's quite an overreaction since i probably won't even go. i don't even know if i can! (: but i think if i can and i don't it's gonna be something i'll regret haha. oh well. i think this's pretty close to that chinese immersion programme my dad would've liked me to do. HAHA. okay no more this's just CRAZY haha.
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PRETTY PLEASE

URGHHH LIM JANOOI KNOWS MY HISTORY MARKS AND SHE WON'T TELL ME COS SHE PROMISED MS TAN SHE WOULDN'T ):

DUMB JANJAN ):

I HOPE YOU KNOW I DON'T LOVE YOU QUITE AS MUCH RIGHT NOW ):

EXAMSSSSS ):

I HATE EXAMS ):

but then again, when they're done, it's a hell lotta fun (:

history today was alright considering i couldn't really study last night. pfft. and i had a headache in the middle of the exam and towards the end of the paper my writing went ALL OVER and none of my answers made sense ): oh well.

lit&chinese yesterday was alright, not bad at all :D english today was...confusing /: my essay was kinda short, only a page long? with VERY spaced out writing. and i saw huda and esther's and their's was ALOT more than mine /:

hmm oh well my grandma's acting pissy again. she asked me for a writing pad so i went upstairs to look for one for her and when i gave it to she was like this isn't writing pad! you expect me to write letters with it? and going on about how bloody stupid i am for not getting the right thing and not being thankful or some other shit. she asked me for AN A4 WRITING PAD ALRIGHT so i went and got one for her! omg in future just don't ask me for things if you don't trust me to get the right one alright do i look like the kinda person who writes letters often? ON NICE LITTLE PIECES OF PAPER?! wtf.

on a funny note, xinyuan got the bag with all the handphones wet! by running in the rain /: hahaha. i pointed that out to xinyuan and she was like so? it's WATERPROOF and i asked how she knew so she said it's mrs kee's bag! doesn't she look like the type of person who has things like that? (or something to that effect haha) i told xinyuan i was gonna put it up here and if mrs kee saw it she'd die and she tried covering herself up by saying when i say she's the type of person i mean like the type that's prepared for anything! (: hahah loser.

and ranita tried to catch me for having my phone on but...it was off :D HAHAHA LOSER RANITA. oh and ranita the whatsit prefect thingee is making me cut my nails ): pffft. AGAIN. oh right and before my grandma got all pissy at me she informed me that geog is a mugging subject. you can't bluff your way out of it. if the earth is round, it's round, not crooked or anything. /: ALRIGHTTTT.

okay back to geog again /: